I will promise myself I won t care
distracting myself from your stare
and I've seen this mistake once before
with your games I will never fall for
I've hung up my guns
I won t kill again

I won t forget you
I m not going to let you win
but I m tired of all the lying
tired of fighting you
and it s not gonna change

you ask for my heart
you know that I m down
but not the way you lie to me, you tear it all apart and beg for me to say
I sail off to sea, I m not coming back

I won t forget you
I m not gonna to let you win
but I m tired of all the lying
tired of fighting you
and it s not gonna change

count me down
make that sound
when you know it makes no sense
count me down
till you mess around
when I know you can t ever change
why am I trembling?
throw it overboard
when I m ready to we will progress
count me down
make that sound
break the silence

pretend its not forever
I ll pull myself together
I ll save it, I ll forget her, I ll breathe
and I ll say she never hurt me
and look at it as learning
and laugh about the good and the bad
because I will live forever
we don t belong together
I know I ll be the better
one day when I can make it through